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self doubt

by emo Pope

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1.
wirth 00:44
(worth) (could happen) x3
2.
i wish no one knew anything about me i wanna be a ghost when i grow up i wish someone like you said things about me life is a trade-off: we'll just lose it all edifice in artifice, halcyons in halcions many important people have died, so why am i alive
3.
sad lil bun 01:11
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5.
it's all inside my head x3 it's all a dream and i feel it encompassing i dream of being calm, not thinking about (overthinking) self doubt, (instead) doubt of others and myself and the life i lead and it's all a dream, when will i go to sleep (when i can think, and i can see) self doubt, and it's self doubt see no more 'til dawn stay no more 'til dust say no more 'til dawn things that characterize me these days hello my name is stress (how can i be at peace when they're gone i watched him die) i said goodbye
6.
(if this plane should fall, i hope everyone else on it will be OK) (cough) (iPhone message tone) (seatbelt off tone) (subsequent clicks of passengers' seatbelts)
7.
anything should happen, but it stays the same these days anything could happen, but it will fade away don't fade away from me, don't fade away just want to make music, somehow the rest will fall in place anything could happen, i don't wanna stay in this place what are my values, who am i what matters to me besides where i go before i die talking to myself, talking to myself in compulsions overwhelmed and engulfed in emotion, feeling like i'm someone else shaking, draining no help x2 how to explain what falls from rain
8.
rly real 02:28
where the rich repent and the armour sheath there is heaven scent slicing what lies beneath the welkin’s firmament our velvet-sheening leaves and our drupes resplendent the selasian saffrol laurel may mimic entactogenics through the zygomorphic mirror a myna severs several passerine starlings yet ethereal empathogenic empyrean entity are wont to such filaments and won’t do much diligence to fall: to step down for just a moment and see the glaucous somber leaflets as its silken veils that may exist as but a nascent archaic cryptogram as put a scent to ash like cryptogam as let the cyme lash and coax by ribboning flame hepialids resting on erythronium call by ghost of dawn to you, whatever you may be to theistic corporeals will you, just as they, be gone? but you, what they say, if not wrong is that you’re realistic or, or real?
9.
everything you see, it's all a trade-off you could lose it all: but you go down fighting (they're gonna die anyway) なんでですか なんでもない see, there's only so much you can say when you die, when you flail your arms or when you go on fighting, don't panic
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haaaaaaaliday inn x753489 forty eight buckmaster circle bys x2 haaaaliday x7483732

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recorded in st. john's and montreal for the 2016 NL RPM challenge

an assortment of both scrapped tracks and sample work/improvisation. hopefully u feel like ur laying on wet gravel in an empty city street at night while listening 2 this, if not some other picturesque grotesque feeling of disgust toward this album

instruments used: shit vocals, mediocre microkorg, bad kick/hats, stupid claves, dumb piano, lame juno 60 mod

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released March 1, 2016

thx 2..
-jonny may for sweet album art, u da bes
-josh for work on "sad lil bun" i luv u my yung pup
-sam for being the inspiration for "rose lemonade": didn't get to sample his "sometimes i talk on my tumblr about how i wanna die" quote so just pretend it's there being overdriven and delayed in part
-the jiffy cab hotline guy for just being himself
-vancouver boy for being much of the inspiration i needed in a form i didn't expect

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